Stupid Plan

It's almost February 1st, and I haven't talked to Rowan yet. He's somewhere deep in my head. It's fine with me if he stays there. I can still feel him in there, but just barely. It's more like a memory of him being there.

Maddy has been all excited about her task of researching Imbolc. I just can't bring myself to talk to Rowan. I don't want to wake him up and have to deal with him always listening. I can wait another day or two.

Is it over now?

The last few days have been a blur. When Rowan takes over my body I can still see out of his eyes. I've learned to do that, but he's been very quiet the last few days. Ever since we went to Fiana's and she tried to kill us all. She's a vampire! No wonder she's still alive. Ms. MacFey was right, she is evil. WITH A CAPITAL "E!" Thanks to the power of Rowan we got away. I didn't do much, of course, because I was inside his head. This is all so confusing.

April got her sight back... but it seems to be fading now. Maddy and April helped us get away - they got some kind of power when Rowan killed that other vampire. Ms. MacFey, too -- Then we met this guy named Moody, who I'm supposed to be distantly related to --- I think I'll give the blog a rest for awhile. I've got to clear my head.

Green Man in San Francisco

I can't believe it even as I type it. I'm in San Francisco! I took the bus down today. It is real, either that or I'm going crazy. But Ms. MacFey believes it, too!

I'm in the library here off Mission, so I don't have much time (only 15 min before I have to get off, and I already used some of my time to find where the Green Man nightclub is). Last night, Rowan saw who he thinks is his wife from over 1000 years ago on TV! He started screaming in my head and I barely could stay standing. Just a few minutes after we felt as if we were being called. I don't even know how to explain it. But we were led to Ms. MacFey's house in the pouring rain!! When we got there she was in trouble, and then I blacked out again. The next thing I remember was sitting on her porch in the rain.

I can't believe I let some fictional wizard in my head talk me into coming down here. But I can't pretend he's not real now. I know that he is. Meeting his wife can't be good. How can someone stay alive for 1400 years? And remember what Ms. MacFey said about her turning evil. I've got a bad feeling about this.

Totally Freaked

Okay. This isn't happening. I talked with Rowan, and he seems to think he's inside me. That when I'm scared he comes out, and that's why I didn't remember April being attacked. That is just crazy. I vowed to stop reading so much fantasy. Frank's right for a change.

Ms. MacFey wants to talk with me after school, and I know what she wants to talk about. I don't want to talk about it. It's just crazy. This isn't fun anymore.

Rowan said the last thing he remembers is he was at his wedding over 1400 years ago. Listen to me talk about him like he's real! IT'S NOT REAL!

To Sleep, Perchance to Dream

I'm at the library today because school was cancelled. There have been some horrible murders in San Francisco, and one of the victims was our vice principal. It's so horrible!

I feel really guilty about being so happy over my dreams of Rowan, but it's like real magic! Yesterday in computer class I dozed off and dreamt of him... then again last night! He said he was a Druid. I'm going to Google that and Caledonia after this blog. That's where he said he was from. Ms. MacFey told me about a old family story of hers, and it freaked me out a little bit. I'll have to ask Rowan about it. It just seems too weird. I told her about the pile of stones I saw this morning, and she said it sounded like a carne. I don't know if that's how you spell it. I'll Google that, too.

She said that her family had an old prophecy about a wizard trapped in a magic wand. That only a "knight" could release him. That it was a Halloween night over 1000 years ago. I'm getting freaked out again just thinking about it. Could that be real? I mean, I started dreaming of Rowan after Halloween, and there was that weird dream about the wand in the forest. Was it a dream?

Okay - I've got to go. I'm going to try to "talk" with him now.

I've Fallen Into the Rabbit Hole

Okay. This is freaking freaky. Things started well enough, but then April was attacked by my bully brother and his cronies. I didn't know what to do, as I'm no match for them... but then the next thing I knew it was all over and I was talking to April outside. She didn't look too bad, just shook up. She assured me she was okay. That was weird enough... then things just go weirder that night. Weird, but really cool! I had a dream about an ancient wizard. He spoke a funny language, but then he used magic and we could understand each other! His name is Rowan, but I didn't get to talk with him much before Trudy woke me up. Thanks Trudy. I hope I dream about him again tonight. He was really cool!

Maddy is ignoring me today. I don't know what I'm supposed to have done wrong.

April didn't come to school. I'll have to call her and make sure she's okay.

Okay! Lunch is over -- time for Computers!

At least not grounded

Frank was still angry about the fire thing on Halloween, so he won't let me walk home anymore...AGAIN. At least I'm not grounded this time. April said she'd stay after school with me today while I wait for Rex to finish football practice. At least I'll have some good company!